So tired of everything. Forreal. I feel like all my efforts are wasted. Maybe I thought this relationship was alot more than what it really is.My life is full of disappointments. Nothing will ever change that, no one will ever change, and just when you think it’s too good to be true, it’s BC it probably is. my guards are up to the sky. Tired of trying and working at something that just goes in a circle. Fighting for a relationship that brings anger stress and pain. You want to have a life, heres your chance, take it. Enjoy all the women in your life. I spend more nights crying then smiling. That’s not what a relationship is. And u think u can just laugh and brush it off. no. U hurt me. And I’m tired of u acting innocent. if a man doesn’t care when he sees you cry or hurts your feelings, then he shouldn’t get the pleasure of seeing you smile and be happy.
I want to be with you more than anything in this world. But I’m not going to live a miserable life pretending that one day everything will just disappear and it’ll all be okay. BC it’s not.
Yup, i got my Reality check.
